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kaixinguo
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7 November 1990
Republic Poly(DMTS)
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Saturday, April 30, 2005 9:37 AM

hais ... i've tot it over .. esmond love zoey more den he love me .. he dun even love me .. i've got to let go ... now , i'm going to bring zoey n esmond together worz .. cos zoey also love him .. so bad me , break them ... hais ... i've made esmond hate me le .. yea ... den he also say break ... so we break le lol ... no way am i going back to him le ... now i wanna get zoey hp num , say a few gd things bout esmond to her .. hope tat they will patch lol ...

jus starting to b single again ... no difference actually ... haha ... i'm still e same me .. only tat i dun always sms anymore ... n i wont b missing him le , become my happy self again ... this is such a good feeling , break free from e pain , e mood swing ... phew .. haha ...

but den ... i duno y am i crying now over this ?? i tried my best not to fall in love wif him , but i still did ... its my fault ... so y am i vrying over it ?? i find this trouble myself ... so y should i cry ... * better stop crying me * now i feel so empty ... so empty ... its worst den when break wif cs ... cos , e love is greater here ... hais ... wad am i going to do ??

i shouldn't b sad le ... now to say tat i'm sorry to b in e middle of esmond n zoey ... i';m going to bring them back together ... pray hard tat i will succeed in this lol ... i've also change all my password worx .. cos esmond noe e password .. so since now we break le , y should he noe .. am i right ?? so i change all le lol ... hehe ... wad am i going to do to e keychain ?? i shouldn't have carve his name on it so soon lol , since i noe tat we r unstable .. now wad should i do ?? throw away ?? cos it will throw e memories away lol .. tat gd .. but waste money lei ... so how ?? hais ..

cannot cry over him anymore le .. must b strong le wor ... 2day sports day .. as expected , red house last .. but nvm la .. who cares .. den go changkat cc see chan they all play bball , tot will see haoxiong there , but i'm wrong .. hais ... nvm la , at e stadium saw him lots of times liao .. who cares le la ... n my feeling for him has fade away le .. cos of esmond ... but me n esmond also over liao .. so e feeling also must fade away ... fade away .............

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