goodbye for now ♥ .
Loving * HiM *
Thursday, April 21, 2005 10:38 AM
dunno wad happen ... told myself not to fall so deep in love cos of wad has happen to ppl around me ... they fall so hard on e floor cos of e word love has ... i've been falling in love more n more each day ... but i;m so scare ... of like being my friends ... he promised me many things ... n i believe him .. cos i love him ... he sms me 2day tat he fall down worz ... den i so worried bout him .. den he got soccer semi-final match ... dunno got win not , but i dun care if he win a not ... as long as he noe tat he had tried his best ... its already a win ... 2day is school F&N cook chicken kebat n vegetable ...... dunno wad tat ... ok la my cooking ... 2day cook myself .. but wif teacher's help , if not i wont b able to so fast finish up ... 2day chan got come wor ... den she kena trick to go math remedial ... haha .... rumour say tat mr neo going to class also ... she scare bax .. so go remedial ... lucky me never go ... haha ... if not i complain like wad de lol ...very happy cos 2day karilynn squat down n help me put on e ring for me ...at my left hand , 4th finger wor ... so sweet ... love her ... hope she also love me wor ...but she very e flirt de lol ... haiz ... later she lost e ring how ?? mayb should take back from her .. haha anyway ... 2day saw haoxiong ... tot he never come school ... but den after school saw him at canteen ... me this time see him got no feleing le ... i've done it at last ...lost e feeling for him ... no longer loving him ... jus treat him as a friend ... i think this is cos i've found some one i love more bax ... hehe ... but jus hope tat he willtok to me more as a friend lol ... haha ... she talk to me 2day while buying lunch in school ... ok la ... e feeling of hatred is not tat great la ... but is only when i tot of wad she has done ... n still doing make me mad !! argh !! dunno y she like tat lol ... she has tat " innocent face " lol ... but y must she change till like this ?? she wanna act lian le is it ??? or wanna b cool ?? she's now tucking out her blouse n fold in lol .... but e funny thing is ... she dunno how to fold sia ... fold until still can see e ' united uniform ' thingy lol.... she need some teaching on how to fold not ?? there r many pros in our school who noe lol ... put shoelace or safety pin la ... toopid .. keke ...Haiz ... i think i'm turning evil le lol .... next time me this meiting aka windy aka windz aka kaier is turning evil le worz ... better change back to my usual self den gd ... haha ... i also dun like e current state i am in now ... haha ... me very e guai wan ok .... if it true ?? haha
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