goodbye for now ♥ .
hais
Monday, May 09, 2005 4:35 AM
i'm sad , i'm really very sad , cos of esmond ... i wake up den saw his sms ... he say i play wif him only .. but he misunderstood me .. den he say if he brk wif zoey , will i patch up wif him ... i never tell him yes or no .. i told him dun brk wif her , cos she truly loves him ... i'm being very sad ...i really have to let him go .. cos i'm already very guilty for breaking them up ... cos they both love one another ... i dunno wad to do ... y does he have to sms me again when i'm close to stop thinking about him ?? y must he even misunderstood me ?? this made me hurt more ... e knife tat stabbed into my heart stab me harder .. inner ... as i bleed more ... i wan someone who truly cares for me , truly loves me n no one else .. * his parents n siblings must love la * ... n he wont force me to do things tat i dislike ... but i can't .. instead i jus find esmond , a guy whom i think love me .. when he dun ... i'm jus so stupid ... y am i so stupid ??well , dun talk bout him le la ... make me sad more , bleeding non-stop ... i really loves him ... but he doubt me .. hais ... yesterday go " study " wif karilynn n chan .. we wanted to study , but end up we were jus eating n shopping around east point ... den never study ... we even call mr tan cp lol .. haha i might b in for some trouble ... wif camilia n simun lol ... cos of something ... help ppl end up i am in trouble ..next time dun b so helpful le la hor ?? haha ...
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