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xmas eve
Sunday, December 25, 2005 2:16 AM

morning woke up at 9am to start bot .. den went to sleep again haha .. tried calling qijun so many times .. * many to me * den erm .. was rotting at home lah .. den qijun w/o telling me earlier to prepare he jus say : i now waiting for cab, wait at e same place .. HELLO ?? i haven eaten n change n so on ?? n oh yar, he send me a sms to morning call him at 6.52am !! n i reply him ok .. den went to safra alone lor sit bus 18 .. den e bus uncle keep on see me .. dunno y .. i didnt tap e card meh .. den walk to safra gate ws come bring me go .. den saw jh, ben n boon .. was very very surprise to see them there .. den erm sit beside ws .. while climbing up e stairs i pass him e present .. haha ..

den was like i bot both my acc at home so i bang bot go in my priest de acc .. den dun wan go pvp waste zeny .. haha .. den after tat sian so log in msn n chat all e way .. chat wif rilynn, dang, zhao n chan .. den around 5.20pm, subzero, ws n qj went downstair to buy thing eat .. den leave me there alone . k nvm .. den was like chatting den one by one say go prepare if not late .. so left me n dang chatting .. den hor !!! e com auto restart cos i think time out .. den i was like sitting there alone .. waiting for them to come back .. den sms to bout 10ppl .. den only 3 reply me but very very slow ...

den they came back le i sit till 6.05pm den leave le .. cos meeting rilynn, dang n zhao .. den had dinner at eastpoint de Banquet .. had lor mee .. den we headed to city hall de Raffles Link den saw e bg christmas tree rilynn was talking bout .. den went bugis de Seiyu there find rilynn de cousin, joleen .. den joleen wanted to buy sweets so rilynn go down wif her buy .. den we ( zhao, dang n me ) walk to see doremon n comics .. den afetr tat we sit down at e food court drink n talk .. lol .. talk bout Ro .. wif rilynn of cos .. yea ... haha ..

den we go buy food n drink .. walk go Clark Quey .. haha .. so long .. den reach le we climb up e platform at e bridge * not e car de * there n sit .. den we buy e foam spray .. den spray at one another .. haha .. den is like so soapy n sticky .. haha .. den was like we finish le den play donkey .. zhao brough e poker go .. den countdown !! wanted to send smses out de but no reception !! so dun care le lor jus continue playing e foam spray .. den was covered wif e foam n ask ppl help us take pic of e 4 of us ..

den rilynn n zhao keep on spray my face esp rilynn .. haha .. den took lots of photo .. LOTS of LESBIAN photo of rilynn n dang !! haha .. den we walk go toilet .. den erm .. rilynn n dang zi lian inside .. lol .. den .. hmm .. we go 7-11 buy drinks den wanted to walk to e mrt station but was kinda late n will miss e last train so we took cab .. went to simei first den tampines .. den inside e cab was like very noisy at first .. we talk bout how our friends send us link n scary thing la .. ghost ghost de .. den later more n more tired so never talk ... * yawn * oh yar .. e foam is soapy n sticky right ?? den i use my hand wif foam go touch my phone n my sis digi cam ..

so both e device is like sticky .. haha .. den rilynn n zhao alight at simei .. me n dang at dang's hse opp de bus stop .. dang help us pay first so gonna pay her back e next time we see her ... haha .. den erm .. yea .. like tis den walk home .. so happy today n tiring .. PHOTOS WILL BE POSTED AFTER I WAKE UP FROM MY SLEEP


i am being USED !! as in .. li yong .. 1) rilynn always say : meiting go badminton den i go : she say to qijun her dear when he ask her .. so today at safra he was like : meiting go lah .. i lend u my racket lah go lah .. : is he wan his dear rilynn go den drag me go .. 2) i sms qijun : merry christmas : at Clark Quey den he didnt reply den nvm lah .. den in e cab .. rilynn receive sms from qijun ... so FINE lor since he sms her n not reply me .. of cos i noe e reason .. cos he got feeling for her .. as in LOVE her .. * duh .. so obvious * 3) in-front i got say he sms me at 6.52am to morning call him right .. y he sms me ?? cos he noe i will reply I THINK n he dun wan sms rilynn cos he wan her to sleep more right .. no need so early wake up .. cos i was like calling him alot of time yet he never reply .. i didnt even noe he wake up liao if ws neevr tell me .. n qj DUN EVEN BOTHER to tell me he wake up liao .. den e : i waiting for cab now, wait same place : is like so wad lor .. so last min !!!

i felt so piss off can !!! he wan karilynn to go badminton so tat he can see her jus tell her : go badminton lah .. so i can see u : since his main motive is wan karilynn to go for badminton .. den can ask someone else pei her OR keep on pursuade karilynn to go herself !!! den e morning call thing .. is like .. walao .. y me lor .. i am his alarm clock is it .. i am NOT someone for him to make use of .. he wan he directly ask rilynn for stead no need else thing ...
so wad am i NOT going to do le is 1) yes i will go badminton but NOT cos i help him so tat rilynn would go den they both start their love thing .. 2) i shall NOT morning call him anymore .. he wan someone to morning call him ASK SOMEONE ELSE .. i am so not going to lose my sleep cos of him ANYMORE ..

oh yar yes he did send me back a : merry xmas : sms 1hr 20min later ... cos i ask rilynn to send him : since he dun wan to reply me den help me tell him merry xmas n he's dead cos he never reply me n i forgot but rilynn say wad badminton thing i added in .. yea .. : but is like so .. hmm . how to say .. FAKE ?? n .. karilynn n qijun ytd go Ro till 3am ++ n keep on take screen shot i think cos rilynn de dp is like so many of it changing .. SEE I SAY LE THEY BOTH GOT SOMETHING GOING ON .. ok some ppl including rilynn n qijun might say i wad wad wad lah say all tis very bad, never give a tot of how they feel .. BUT hey .. did anyone noe wad i was feeling to be USED ?? NO .. n they both keep on say nth between both of them BUT e things they do is like .. SO OBVIOUS qj got feeling for her

PHOTOS WILL BE POSTED WHEN I WAKE UP LATER
, THOSE I TYPE IN RED IS ACCORDING TO HOW I FEEL

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