goodbye for now ♥ .
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Thursday, May 18, 2006 7:17 PM

BLOODLY FOOLY cried in sch today .. got back physic .. was able to hold my tears cos i really got a dam low F9 .. 8/65 .. hello .. i didnt expect it to be so low!!! i even studied whole night for it .. y does i pass those papers i didnt study for yet i fail those i study for?? den fucking well got back tat dam Math paper .. yea i've expected to fail but NOT SO BADLY!! thou our class e only person who pass is junhui but .. i jus simply did too badly .. was sitting my my chair, hand n head on e desk .. listening to e noise around me .. ppl comparing their scores, saying each other have done well .. e more i listen, e more sad i got tat i cried .. yes i cried .. in SCHOOL .. den tears haven flow, walk to laopo junhui's desk n sat down, jus nice she walk off .. when she came back she saw my red eyes .. den tears jus fall .. she comfort me .. thanks ..

totally no mood anymore for e rest of e day .. den ask junhui if she can acc me home n she agreed .. thanks once again .. we're hungry so go century eat e mutton noodle .. put lots of chili n lime .. den was moodless, as i ate, as i talk wif junhui i start to get better .. when we eat finish, i'm normal i think .. den talked .. walked to tam den went to minitoons .. den went toy dunno wad de .. den started acting like a child =.=" but i enjoy .. was playing like crazy there wif junhui .. wif her, i can do everything i wan, every attitude .. cos she's one who truly understand me .. den saw this bear bear hugging another smaller bear bear .. gosh, so nice to touch den start hugging it .. junhui wanted to snap a photo but lucky didnt .. den walk around playing ... suddenly a grp of TPJC students came .. den a guy shouted: CHANGKAT CHANGI SEC!!! den his friends look paisehden talked a little about e crazy guy .. haha .. den decided to go JunHui's hse play .. went down from courts, look at com n laptop ..

sat bus to her hse den had lots of fun .. take her fav bear around wahaha .. den played 2 kind of games den 7pm ler .. close to .. dun wish to go home .. really dun feel like .. but i have to .. so walked home, sms junhui smth lucky she no reply .. went going Tam, we take MRT .. when e train coming, i was near e yellow line .. i was thinking while walking and looking at e light from e train .. thinking: wad if i jump down, would everything end? would this long nightmare stop? really didnt noe wad to do .. THANKS POHSIU for making me laugh at TM ..

talked to junhui somethings n got fed-up .. can please those nothing better to do de ppl, STOP SHOUTING MY NAME IN ORDER TO DISTRACT MOU MOU SOMEONE WHEN PLAYING BADMINTON OR BASKETBALL LE MAH?? can at LEAST respect my name?? thou i dun really like my name but please respect it. n i dun think i noe u so well tat u can shout my name when u all playing basketball .. i DUN think i even noe u well!!! bloodly fooly stop tat. its my name, u wan u can shout ur bloody name when he's playing. NOT mine .. very piss of when i heard this .. oh yar, thanks mou mou someone's sms to junhui when junhui n i walking out of sch

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