goodbye for now ♥ .
Thursday, June 08, 2006 1:09 AM
Everything falls apartAnd I'm left here in the darkRemember the things that went onReminding myself youre goneI'm laughing through the tearsAnd crying through the rageI've never felt so hurt beforeAnd there's only you to blameI was such a foolFor ever believing in youFor trying to see what wasn't thereI let my own heart tearEvery word that I believedEvery lie that left me deceivedEvery pain will make me bleedAnd it's all because of youEvery time you said I love youI took it to my heartEvery time you said something hurtfulI felt it tear apartEvery time you made me smileIt only lasted awhileYou were only ever out to hurt meDon't you know...I would have kissed away every falling tearI would have held you in my armsForever nearI'd never let anyone hurt youI'd stand in there wayAnd if you ever askedYou know I'd stayI'll alwaysRemember the way you kissed meLike I was something you didn't want to let goI believed every word you told me that dayHow was I to know...To know you were lyingLike so many times beforeWhy am I always the oneThat's left so soreNow I just...Watch you as you walk byThrough teary eyesAll the timeIt hurts too much to say goodbyeIt hurts too much insideI don't want..To think about itI don't want to believe itI want to go back and pretend its all okI don't want you to go awayI'm not readyI don't want to hurtNot like thisI just want you to hold me againI just want to taste your kiss...But now the rain just pours in my soulAs everything seems to fall apartBecause every word that I once believedNow feels like a needle through my heart...
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