goodbye for now ♥ .
Thursday, June 08, 2006 12:43 AM
I'm Afraid... I am afraid of loosing youI am afraid to cryI am afraid that i might let go and i don't have a real answer why?I am afraid I can't hold onI really must let go, even thoughmy heart says Yes , but my mind screams No.I am afraid to care, to love and to shareI am afraid that i can't always be theirI am afraid u one day u won't be nearThese past months have been just great, but my heart is breaking and you just can't relate.I tired to look past the bad and see the good, but i can't hold on no more i would try if i could..I am afraid of being alone.I am afraid that forever you might be gone. I am afraid that the right just seems to wrong.You just don't understand what i go through.You don't know what comes to mind when I think of you.I love you so, much it kills my insides I wanna ball my body up and just hide.I never cared for someone as much as i care for you,but i am lost and confused on what the hell to do.I wanna be by your side every Chance i get the only thing that keeps me going is the joy when we first met.I am afraid of the earthI am afraid of hearing the worstI am afraid of suffering and painI am afraid t won't find the sun and I'll keep seeing the rainIts hard to let go of someone you love.You try to work through the problems in life, you try once and you give up twice.Life would be really nice if i had my love by my side, but i hurt so bad i think, I've diedI am afraid to let goI am afraid of hearing NoI am afraid of hearing a lie,but what scares me the most is saying GOOD BYE!!- I claim no credit for this Poem-
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