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Han Meiting
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kaixinguo
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7 November 1990
Republic Poly(DMTS)
kaixinguo.mt@hotmail.com

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Thursday, June 08, 2006 1:22 AM

Why did you not notice
that her teddy was an unusual shade of red
or that her thoughts of death
were stuffing up her head

her childhood she had lost
and she never got it back
the thing she craved the most was love
which was the only thing she did lack

the innocence of childhood
was replaced with thoughts of death
she always cried herself to sleep each night
hoping to take her last breath

but what other people will never know
that these cuts go deeper than the skint
hey come from inside her broken heart
the pain from so deep within

this girl was deeply depressed
she cut to ease the pain
she always hid her emotions
but she was going so quietly insane

the anger and the hatred
which she held only for herself
haunted her frail body
and took a great toll on her health

one night she cut to deeply
the blood didn't once stop to pause
so close to the end, the girl wrote a note
trying to explain the cause

this is what she wrote to the family
who caused her so much pain
they only ever held her back
they caused her so much shame

I'm writing to my family
and asking why they didn't dare to question all the cuts of mine
and why they never really cared

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