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kaixinguo
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7 November 1990
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Saturday, January 13, 2007 12:38 PM

Its exactly 1year since we broke up. was looking through his friendster and his friend friendster where it contain his pictures. Missing him, yes i do... but what is over, is over. last year today, i regretted online, as it was how it happened. 1year later today, i am still thinking of him, sometimes.....

Sometimes, i just feel so empty inside me, as in, something is missing, and i want that thing. But what is it? i do not know. Looking at couples everyday, how i yearn to be in such a loving state now, but i have to push against this feeling.

i tried going for another try, but it failed. And i kept falling down to the endless pit. i tried to stop falling, but i cant. me, who no longer loves the opposite gender... i've tried but my mind will brainwash myself, that i am mistaken friendship as love. Thus, drifting furter apart from the friend to stop myself.

Treating this period, as a period of searching someone better, someone who is the ONE for me. its long, but i no longer care.

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