goodbye for now ♥ .
Monday, March 19, 2007 11:05 AM
Can i leave this complicated world filled with sadness, i'm tired of cying in the middle of the night over the same thing.
Where nobody know why.
How i wish to be alone living in my own world, but i can't stand loneliness.
Problems come and go, self confidence decreasing, being possessive increase.
No longer know what to do, no longer know where to go.
Lying down crying cause of what had happen, not knowing how to get them back and never let it go. Wanting to run away from all the problems but it's not a solution.
Deceving myself that everything is going on fine when reality shows other.
I want to leave forever but i've got no courage.
Reality is so cruel, wanting to run away, emotions getting weak, feeling so useless.....
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