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kaixinguo
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7 November 1990
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Friday, December 07, 2007 1:18 AM

mum have been thinking that dad have a women outside and he have been farking her all this while for long time while mum is like being kept in the dark, a laughing stock of other cos they noe the truth while she still with him. last year it happen, this year again when he say he wan to china.

went to help sis buy thing, she say she wan from challenger and say tomorrow (thursday) go buy. i told her to go buy herself cos i dunno her preference but she insist that i help her buy. so today i went to popular to buy it instead and gave it to her, and she jus flare up and start to blame me for everything. so i cant tahan anymore, i jus shout at her.. and it all starts from there.

went inside my room and cried, cried.. went out to use the toilet and i notice my mum is not at home anymore. asked my sis but she say she dunno where mum go. so i changed and went down look for her, walked around, went up the floor of my block but stil cant find her. dad came down also after he noe mum have left house. so he asked me go home wait while he find.

came home and online, talked to xln.. i kept worry about mum, i kept crying non-stop even now. dad cried too and i cried worst.. tears jus keep rolling down my face non-stop no matter how i wipe dry. i hope mum wont do stupid thing.. i really love her, if she want to leave, bring me along, i want to leave with her.. that all i kept thinking about when i find her.

so nw dad is home, at theliving room resting while waiting for mum... i am still crying.. trying to find people to talk too but this timing its hard. mum is still not home, dunno where is she now. my head hurts like hell, block nose, ear block, eye pain due to crying, sorethroat.. i jus wan mum to come home safely.. i dun even feel like going to sch tmr but i already pon alot for that lesson... i dunno wad to do, i want to go out continue lookin for mum but i cant..

mum i wan u back home safely.. if u want to leave, bring me along with u and let us be together, i really love u alot thou i seem like i never cherish u. but ur the reason why i am always going home early and not stay out late at night. ur the reason why i tahan that bitch sister for so long.. i jus wan u by my side always

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