goodbye for now ♥ .
Thursday, April 24, 2008 12:14 AM
have a sudden urge to blog about this because was talking to fur, someone i know from Cabal. we talked about relationship which got me to think about it which links to what bobby, from Cabal said the other time we're chatting.
the other time, my msn pm was something about i wan a shoulder to lie on or looking at so many couples, i also wan to be like them. something about want. so bobby said something about
"you may get wad u wan, but do you wan wad you get. "
it got me to think about this while chatting with fur at msn.
i used to wan a boyfriend, but when i got it, i dun wan it...
i used to wan a certain things, but when i got it, i dun wan it also.
i wan something in game, but when i got it, i dun wan it...
i wanted so much things, but in the end, when i finally have them. i throw them away again in a way. so many things i wan.. but when i got it, i dun wan it.
so wad is the use of wishing and wanting something... when in the end u got it, u throw it.
why are there still people like me... spend the time wishing, wanting, yearning for something, someone. but when got it... dump it. waste the time where we can do other things which we enjoy at that time.
why wish?
why want?
why yearn?
when in the end.. we're the one who finish it off...
currently my want list:
a guy =X
lolx! =.="
but guys nowdays.. *sigh* disappointed...
cos they go for looks or/and figure of girls only.
yes yes, many say no, character is still more important. but they also cant deny that looks and figure play a part. everyone cant deny that, first impression, being the outer appearance count.
so many guys i know, i saw... are all showing me that, even when their mouth is saying the opposite. haiz~
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