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kaixinguo
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7 November 1990
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008 10:58 PM

mum left home again..few days ago.. which is sunday (father's day) at midnight, but she came back. 2nd sis was in the car earlier on saying her: zuo ren jia de fu mu, zuo dao jiang. i feel like slapping her. mum is already nt happy with the family, why must she say such things? its just because of her sickness that mum treat her differently when it comes to health. it was her who always make use of her sickness when it comes to doing things but when mum treat her differently (more protective n careful) den she show such attitude.

earlier in the morning monday i went to sch. i woke up at 6am and mum is already nt at home... she left early. the dustbin gt a can of beer. i was so worried that i cried at the bus journey to sch. lucky everyone was sleeping to see me cry -_- i wanted to talk to someone but i cant find anyone. in the end, jun was the first person i talk to bout this when i online in sch. and he's drunk -_-

i went home, praying that mum will come home. and she did. but less conversation between us. next morning tuesday, when i wake up, mum is nt at home already.. again. its so unusual. when she came home, i tried talking to her and.. at least some improvement. now... just because my mum is nt in the mood to talk to anyone so she never pick up the house phone when it ring. my sis is like saying my mum siao.

mum is there or nt, she jus say it. she really wan mum to leave the hse ma? she work so hard for us, but that is how she treat her? she make use of mum like a maid to help her take things n stuff but this is how she treat her?! anger and saddness... i dunno wad to do.

mum came in to my room in the middle of the night cos i was coughing. she feed me with medicine and talked about death =( she said she might die soon, anytime and tell me to take care of myself. i'm so worried and sad. but the rest of the family is nt doing anything to improve the situation, but only making it worst by saying her.

dont they have feelings? are they so heartless? so what ur a university student and the most clever person in the family? ur only breaking the family apart and not giving any respect for anyone!

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