goodbye for now ♥ .
Thursday, July 10, 2008 10:39 AM
ytd i emo... and i dunno why. i feel left out and i dunno how to explain how i feel clearly.. making it full of doubts. making it sound as if i can trying to attract attention or i am just thinking too much. i admit, i might be thinking too much but i can definitely not trying to attract attention. wonder why i even type the above paragraph when they wont come and see it.. and understand it. like they say, dun let game ruin my life. Jun was suppose to wake me at 6am, but in the end he woke me up later. i didnt reply his morning sms and went to prepare. den jun called twice =X maybe thinking that i am still sleeping cos no reply. and i realise that if want someone to wake me up. using sms is better then calling me. hehe and when i am leaving my room, i kicked against the support of the tv. hurting my left last toe.. and since that, i gt a bad feeling. went to sch and they change grp. my grp is made up of 3 pro and 1 hardworking. all females. i feel so left out because their discussing and i dont get a thing =( jenny (faci) came and say for our team, instead of doing the powerpoint for today's problem, do revision. i'm glad cos think way i can also revise for UT because i never attend 2 lesson of the 3 important lesson. Once again i duno if i am thinking too much or wad but jenny is not talking to me at all! she went around my whole team and talked to everyone but not me =( i wonder how am i going to score for today. 1st break when down with geok hui and we talked alot, and i realise we've got the same thinking! its hard to find someone who think the same way as me regarding all this matter. later lunch going to have a gathering at W6 with the W34B classmates =D i'm kinda happy for it and look forward.. cos its ages since we met up all together to eat ^^ hope everything went on right despite wad happen in the morning and the feeling.
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