goodbye for now ♥ .
Emo => Happy
Sunday, November 16, 2008 1:38 AM
ok i'm definitely crazy! how my mood changes just because of 1 person! haha and i'm now in a super duper happy mooood! went to HPC (HotPot Culture) with junhui and before that i was emo, i even cried myself to sleep previous night which means i'm really super emo that i cant seem to smile. thanks to nice people like TaiShiCi and SW! to accompany me thru the night. i might have been worst without them. so went to HPC and ate alot alot alot! seriously alot that i was so full! and during the trip there, i find it hard to smile, go get happy. but in the end i laugh! thanks to the funny stuff junhui say. The more i eat HPC, the more cold i get and this time i drank 2 cup of drink! ice lemon tea while junhui drank 3 cup. i was so full that i didnt even eat the chocolate fondue. and i force junhui to eat up the strawberry with chocolate fondue within 5min. why the rush? because i'm going to meet Monkey who was working at Raffles Place Robinson. he told me 11pm but in the end 10pm he ok le. so was in a rush. quarrelled with him the day before that why had to meet up with him to make things back into place. i dunno why i keep screwing up things between us. and only when he said harsh stuffs den only i wake up and think clearly. i dont blame him for saying harsh stuff at all cos it got me to think and realise that everything i did was wrong. so harsh words are good at times to! must learn to accept it. walked with Monkey den went up the squeezy pack train! ps junhui when we alight at tanah merah. when we reach tanah merah, he told me not to be angry of what he's going to tell me next. he told me while we're walking at citylink, he saw his ex. cos she is working there. but he's not very sure if its her cos he just caught a glimpse. den he say he saw den turn away and play with him punch card. i replied "orh, orh, orh" to him when he told me. but deep down i'm very very happy that he's being truthful to me. walked to the coffeeshop around his house cos Monkey is hungry. after he ate we walked to the bus stop. and talked and i'm surprised! he actually ask me to stay longer together instead of chasing me up the bus like wad he usually do. another thing which make me happy is when i say i go find him tomorrow after his work. den he say see first, cos maybe he got project to do. so before i board the bus, he said "see you tomorrow" i'm soooo happy! its such wonder how he can make my mood change so much. I'm falling deeper and deeper...I love your kissesI love your hugsI love the way how you hold me close to you when i'm standing unstable in the squeezy train
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