goodbye for now ♥ .
Wednesday, December 24, 2008 11:12 PM
hi all.. i'm spending this xmas eve n xmas at homehow pathetic can that be? very i guess i wont be in sg from 26-28. will be at JB. have fun all. all right! yes its pathetic BUT i am glad tha i am at home now! cos at least now i've woken up from my self delusion and realise how selfish i am. always thinking that i am the only one hurting in this relationship and not sparing a thought, standing in his shoe and think. self delusion where i thought i am doing it but not see-ing that my actions prove other wise. no wonder he will think this way. but o~well, right now i can only wait for his verdict. and hoping that i am not too late to realise all this. i really love him!
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