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kaixinguo
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I don't know why
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 9:01 PM

Changed blogskin in school today while waiting for those wear test for our dental restorative to take place. Quite slacky today but still we end quite late. Ate alot today, i don't know why but i just feel like eating and stuffing myelf full.

Changed blogskin. Black and White shall be for all. Everything shall be black and white. and red :)

got to wear long pants + covered shoe to school.. for almost more then a week?
thur and friday
next week: mon, tue, wed, fri
i hate wearing long pants and covered shoes! i prefer SLIPPER!


I've been suppressing this feeling for the whole day. I don't know what came over me since the moment i woke up this morning. This feeling keep haunting me, I tried to forget it, I tried to be happy and not think, but it just kept staying within me. I don't know what is the reason, I don't know why am i feeling this way. But all i know was it is unbearable, so haunting, so hurting that it seems that the world is coming down. I couldn't find anyone to talk to, I wanted to find a few to talk to but i don't know how to explain how i am feeling, why am i feeling this way. I don't know what to say, other then saying I don't know why and it sux. What is wrong with me? Everything is going on smoothly or so i tried to let myself think that way. So why am i still here, feeling as if my head is splitting, feeling that I'm alone, abandoned, unwanted. Feeling that nothing is going on right, nobody to rely on.



Baby, i need you, i need you here so much. I don't know why but i just wish you could be here now and tell me that everything is ok, nothing is wrong. Let me rely on for awhile, let me know that even if everything is turning bad, I've got you here to support.

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